Have you ever been in a situation whereby you can sense that
you're gonna lose somebody who means the world to you?
Cause im feeling it right now.
I must be prepared for the worst, i really need to.
Im afraid of losing this someone who i love a hell lot..who i cant bear to
live without, who i love more than i love myself and this someone is my grandad.
I dont know what i will be when he's gone. Probably, im a change person.
Cause my life have been taken away from me. );

"Allah please dont take him away from me, pleaseee"

Selamat malam semua, saya sedang bosan.
Da lama saya tidak blog. Dan saya tau tkder org bacer blog
saya yang da mati ni.
Saya sibuk dengan hidup saya....
Bulan ramadhan nak dekat habis, hari raya punyer turn.
Best kann?? Saya berjaya untuk puasa selama sebulan.
Alhamdullilahhhhhhhhhhh :D


Sound so wrong and funny..
I wanna get rid of this stupid photo above but how?
kental , iknow.
BYE

Hey Hey..Here I am blogging to share my beautiful moments at Bintan.
I admitted that I did not want to go at first but after adapting myself , I feel like staying there.
I've learn so many things that you can learn only when you go there.

When I reach Bintan I feel like going home, I could not accept the fact that I'm staying far away from my parents.
And the feelings got even worst when I saw the life there. The transporation, the environment and even the land that Im stepping on. Its all so different from Singapore.

The moment I step into the bus, I was so shocked. A person could take 1 and the half space of the seat.
So we must squeeze our butts. After a long bumpy ride, we reached Loola Resort.
I was excited thinking that we are sleeping at the resort instead we are sleeping at the dorms.
The guys get lots and lots of privileges as there were only four of them. They get to stay at the resort with our three teachers.
They travel by cars while the girls....by the mini bus. So after having our very first lunch there, we settled ourselves.
We put our stuff. Me and Lina check out the toilet. I almost cry seeing the toilet.
I was like ...How am i gonna survive with this kind of toilet with no mirror and its super small.

After that we went to a hut to play ice-breaker. The netballers, soccer girls, softballers, soccer boys, slc and chinese orchestra gathered. The ice-breaker game was indeed fun. Haha...Then we went to the obstacle course, it was hard but with the encouragement from all me and Lina manage to go through it easily. After the course, we went for kayaking..everybody was concentating giving their 100% attention to Kassim. Kassim is a very funny guy. So i kayak with Lina. Carried the boat and the paddle. We were so kecoh cause our boat keep going to other direction and there's this one time, it hit a big rock. Haha
After we finish the photography session in the middle of the sea, Lina and me decided to be the first to reach the shore but we end up being the 6th. This kayaking thingy is actually supposed to prepare us as we are going to kayak the 2nd day to Survivor Island but it turns out that Miss Soh change her mind. She wanted us to hike to Suvivor Island and it broke Kassim's heart. After the kayaking, its time for shower!!!! The toilet is wowww. I love it. hahaha
We had our dinner and proceeded for our kampong walk. There were frogs and paddles of water everywhere. We went to the shop and the shop is a no ordinary shops. Its not like mama shop in Singapore. There is no fridge so we drink hot coke. There isnt much snackers too. And i find it unhygenic when theres cat in the shop. What to do , thats what we call kampong.
Heading back to Loola was fun , walking together with Kassim, Lina , Eqa and Faz. We had a nice chat thanks to Kassim.
When we reach Loola we had to do reflection and the lights off. Me and Lina sleep first. haha

The next day we panicked! We were told to meet at 7 then lina was like " Adah wake up, its already 6.45"
Then I wash up, the water was cold and nice. SO refreshing. We had our breakfast and then when to SMP4 to build the netball court. It was a very sunny day and everyone was putting sunblock. We dig out sands to set up pole and its a tough job. I treated Nadiah Hakim a drink ..the moment i saw the canteen i was thinking this is not even a stall. haha
Theres chicken and i was like protecting myself. We then proceeded back to Loola and had our lunch. We must change to long pants as we are going for a hike. We were given a rest tilll 3 to see whether the rain stops and it really stop. We proceeded to hiking. I swear theres a lot of mosquitoes and even the insect repellent wont work. It bit my face like nobody's business.
Bare with it. Then toke bus halfway to the sea and took a boat. The boat send us to a big boat and again transfer to back to the speed boat. Miss Soh was so excited that she shouted like what! hahah We settled down and cook friend hotdog and cook kankong. Its super nice. While waiting we throw stones and chit chat.After dinner we had our reflection. Everyone one has the same thoughts. During the reflection i look up and i was amazed to see millions of stars shining. I can never see this in Singapore. We had our ghost story. Amat was telling us the story of skeleton , he started of like this. "100 years ago....." hahaha... and after the long story I GET IT! He was tryin to convey the message that you have to turn in at 11 and if you urgently need the toilet please bring a buddy along. HAHAHAH! amat amat.. i couldnt sleep so i chatted with lina and nadiah. When i wanted to sleep , Lina "desperately" need the toilet. haha...me too! So mrs ding accompanied us!
After that i got a nice sleep.....no more disturbance from Lina! hhaahhahahahahhaha

The third day i woke up and change. We clean up the polluted beach and to boom netting.. foohhhhh! I really wanna do it again. Its so fun. hahah.! The current is so strong that the moment you went it the water you will be push to the side.
I jump many times and yeahhh i want more and more.
After that we wash up and when to SMP4 again..this time we had soccer match against them. And we win i think.
I made new friends and yes they are super friendly. Then we went to supermarket and bought quite a lot of stuff laa.
That night Miss soh tell us the story of the third door plus the effect all. haha...i was like Stop the effect!
meanwhile we waited for aiman to arrived and thank god he is okay. When we wanted to sleep, there's this stupid black cat keep meowing. And everybody was jumping to the soccer bed and pray. haha.. we called mrs ding // miss soh came and take the cat away. At last i can sleep peacefully.

The fourth day...we went to SMP4 early in the morning and have a friendly netball match..
It was kinda boring but what to do..they are new.
After that we went to orphanage home and i opened my tango and chased them and ask them to take 2.
They are adorable. I gave this boy my Silverqueen and took a picture with him. hahah cute.
When back to Loola and do our flying fox to sea and sky walk. Flying fox: Miss soh was behind me and she said actually she did not want to get wet but she knows that i need encouragement thats why she go. How sweet. haha
I cried cause i was scared...so scared. Amat was whispering at my ears , he said something i cant remember. Then he ask me to sit and push myself. So i did as he say, i was shouting my throat out. haha! I did enjoy myself. After that i went to the side at chill with Kassim and the softballer. Then we proceeded to skywalk..i slowly climbing the thing and balancing myself to the middle...i did not want to jump down, then agus losen the rope and fall...so meann!! hahaha
After that try achery, sat aside with Lina and Kassim..he told us bout the coconut joke..he is a joker indeed.
That last night was the most memorable night ever. We had campfire but i was kinda boring...so i sat with Lina and do our own things..Afte rthat we decided to sit with Kassim and group, he sang so beautifully! hahah ..he got a great talent.
We shifted place as the background music was too noisy. After he finish one song, i was looking up at the sky , having a great view of the stars, then suddenly theres a shooting star! It was so fast. I immediately make a wish. Hopefully it came true(:
Kassim says that we are the closest to him and at first he thought we are arrogant but it turn out that we are friendly.
He also said that he did not wanna wake up the next day cause he dowanna to see us leave..ohh how sweet! Then the cute part is when he asked ud for permission for something! Then we let him ..hahha After a long day, we decided to turn in. Living Kassim alone.

The last day, woke up and bath.
Proceeded for breakfast saw Kassim. He past Me and Lina the picture he mention. Then he said that he going kayak. So he cnnt send us off! We were sad of course.Everybody loves him.. Then went to shopping mall..otw there me and lina cried.
We were disappointed that Kassim did not send us off. After shopping went to the ferry terminal. I wish that never happen. Hug all the female staff It was hard to leave....it was really hard.

I wish we had another 5 days to stay...and another 5 days is still not enough to me.
All of us did not want to leave. I miss every single time i had at loola and also the time i had with the staff! There are wonderful, there are like brothers and sisters to me. And now im missing the bumpy rides, the mini bus, the toilets,, the mosquito bites, i miss spraying insect repellent on my hand..hahha the foods , the dorms, my bed. AND the most i miss is the staff there, KASSIM, ROMI, AGUS ,AGUNG, KAK SITI, SUMI, FEBRUARI, NIZAM,ALDI,AJIZ, THE BUS DRIVER, THE CHEF AND EVERONE.. ohhmyy, its been three days and i still miss them a lot. GOD i wish i cud rewind back time and have another pleasant time. Please grant this god ):

5 days then im off to bintan.
not looking forward for that trip, so lazy wanna pack.

and i really miss going to kl..
especially the long bus ride.
after eating back to bus and snooze off.
plus a trip takes a few hours to reach
it makes us behave like a pig.
eat sleep eat sleep.

i cried a lot on the second day

hiking was fun but tiring.
i was impressed by my fellow classmates..
they were helping each other, rescuing each other.
i wasnt expecting that but woww..
And i feel so shy when i cried bcos i feel something crawling at
my leg when there isnt anything bcos before that 2 leech crawled at my leg
luckily sholihin plug the thing out just like that
and it bleeds..
Donnoe why i dont feel any pain. I cried bcos it was supper DISGUSTING.

then went to orphanage
i was touched by two people that i cried.
of cos i pitied all of them but the two of them makes me cry.
one indian girl was like pulling my hand and sing , at first i dont feel
comfortable then i started crying cause i was touched.
at first everybody did not know what to do
then they started warming up and everyone was
playing with the orphans. so cuteee~
3a2 do have a heart...everybody doo.

and not forgetting the hotel.. CONCORDE HOTEL its so cool
hahah..
i slept with aqilah , yah oni the two of us.
we camwhore, otp , wrestle, eat, check out the hotel, watch tv.
i miss her now. hahaha

i dowanna go home...cause im enjoying my time with fellow classmates
good food.

im now missing the long bus ride, the good fattening food, the hotel,
the jungle??? or maybe the leech-.-, i miss the orphan.
and i miss every single moments i had with 3a2

if you wanna see the pictures..go to vgi's blog(:
byebye

hello bloggers, finally exams ended well not really.
still have art and free.

so above pictures are the art prep that is super tedius and complicated.
donnoe what to do exactly.
ask many people and get all kinds of answer.
this is not it, there's still 3 more designs. haizzz!!

ohohh, and lately my family have been taking care of
little 4 old month Sofia. LOVE HER!

byebye

YO, cracking up my brains for MYE!
God, please help me. I really wanna pass.
hahaha.

lately i've been studying and revising.
especially for the subject that i hate most.
MATHS. heyhey, im loving it now.

hopefully you all pass okay??
tata.

andand im freezing cold. its raining!

heyhey...

currently in the computer lab.

just finish blogging my malay blog.

so this is the time i blog my bloggy!!

heheheh..

school have been fined ..

the 6 of us is back..hahaha

we had a good talk a few days ago and

now evrything is fine. hopefully it last.

AMIN(:

okay, i wanna play game bye..

Have you ever been in a situation whereby you can sense that
you're gonna lose somebody who means the world to you?
Cause im feeling it right now.
I must be prepared for the worst, i really need to.
Im afraid of losing this someone who i love a hell lot..who i cant bear to
live without, who i love more than i love myself and this someone is my grandad.
I dont know what i will be when he's gone. Probably, im a change person.
Cause my life have been taken away from me. );

"Allah please dont take him away from me, pleaseee"

Selamat malam semua, saya sedang bosan.
Da lama saya tidak blog. Dan saya tau tkder org bacer blog
saya yang da mati ni.
Saya sibuk dengan hidup saya....
Bulan ramadhan nak dekat habis, hari raya punyer turn.
Best kann?? Saya berjaya untuk puasa selama sebulan.
Alhamdullilahhhhhhhhhhh :D


Sound so wrong and funny..
I wanna get rid of this stupid photo above but how?
kental , iknow.
BYE

Hey Hey..Here I am blogging to share my beautiful moments at Bintan.
I admitted that I did not want to go at first but after adapting myself , I feel like staying there.
I've learn so many things that you can learn only when you go there.

When I reach Bintan I feel like going home, I could not accept the fact that I'm staying far away from my parents.
And the feelings got even worst when I saw the life there. The transporation, the environment and even the land that Im stepping on. Its all so different from Singapore.

The moment I step into the bus, I was so shocked. A person could take 1 and the half space of the seat.
So we must squeeze our butts. After a long bumpy ride, we reached Loola Resort.
I was excited thinking that we are sleeping at the resort instead we are sleeping at the dorms.
The guys get lots and lots of privileges as there were only four of them. They get to stay at the resort with our three teachers.
They travel by cars while the girls....by the mini bus. So after having our very first lunch there, we settled ourselves.
We put our stuff. Me and Lina check out the toilet. I almost cry seeing the toilet.
I was like ...How am i gonna survive with this kind of toilet with no mirror and its super small.

After that we went to a hut to play ice-breaker. The netballers, soccer girls, softballers, soccer boys, slc and chinese orchestra gathered. The ice-breaker game was indeed fun. Haha...Then we went to the obstacle course, it was hard but with the encouragement from all me and Lina manage to go through it easily. After the course, we went for kayaking..everybody was concentating giving their 100% attention to Kassim. Kassim is a very funny guy. So i kayak with Lina. Carried the boat and the paddle. We were so kecoh cause our boat keep going to other direction and there's this one time, it hit a big rock. Haha
After we finish the photography session in the middle of the sea, Lina and me decided to be the first to reach the shore but we end up being the 6th. This kayaking thingy is actually supposed to prepare us as we are going to kayak the 2nd day to Survivor Island but it turns out that Miss Soh change her mind. She wanted us to hike to Suvivor Island and it broke Kassim's heart. After the kayaking, its time for shower!!!! The toilet is wowww. I love it. hahaha
We had our dinner and proceeded for our kampong walk. There were frogs and paddles of water everywhere. We went to the shop and the shop is a no ordinary shops. Its not like mama shop in Singapore. There is no fridge so we drink hot coke. There isnt much snackers too. And i find it unhygenic when theres cat in the shop. What to do , thats what we call kampong.
Heading back to Loola was fun , walking together with Kassim, Lina , Eqa and Faz. We had a nice chat thanks to Kassim.
When we reach Loola we had to do reflection and the lights off. Me and Lina sleep first. haha

The next day we panicked! We were told to meet at 7 then lina was like " Adah wake up, its already 6.45"
Then I wash up, the water was cold and nice. SO refreshing. We had our breakfast and then when to SMP4 to build the netball court. It was a very sunny day and everyone was putting sunblock. We dig out sands to set up pole and its a tough job. I treated Nadiah Hakim a drink ..the moment i saw the canteen i was thinking this is not even a stall. haha
Theres chicken and i was like protecting myself. We then proceeded back to Loola and had our lunch. We must change to long pants as we are going for a hike. We were given a rest tilll 3 to see whether the rain stops and it really stop. We proceeded to hiking. I swear theres a lot of mosquitoes and even the insect repellent wont work. It bit my face like nobody's business.
Bare with it. Then toke bus halfway to the sea and took a boat. The boat send us to a big boat and again transfer to back to the speed boat. Miss Soh was so excited that she shouted like what! hahah We settled down and cook friend hotdog and cook kankong. Its super nice. While waiting we throw stones and chit chat.After dinner we had our reflection. Everyone one has the same thoughts. During the reflection i look up and i was amazed to see millions of stars shining. I can never see this in Singapore. We had our ghost story. Amat was telling us the story of skeleton , he started of like this. "100 years ago....." hahaha... and after the long story I GET IT! He was tryin to convey the message that you have to turn in at 11 and if you urgently need the toilet please bring a buddy along. HAHAHAH! amat amat.. i couldnt sleep so i chatted with lina and nadiah. When i wanted to sleep , Lina "desperately" need the toilet. haha...me too! So mrs ding accompanied us!
After that i got a nice sleep.....no more disturbance from Lina! hhaahhahahahahhaha

The third day i woke up and change. We clean up the polluted beach and to boom netting.. foohhhhh! I really wanna do it again. Its so fun. hahah.! The current is so strong that the moment you went it the water you will be push to the side.
I jump many times and yeahhh i want more and more.
After that we wash up and when to SMP4 again..this time we had soccer match against them. And we win i think.
I made new friends and yes they are super friendly. Then we went to supermarket and bought quite a lot of stuff laa.
That night Miss soh tell us the story of the third door plus the effect all. haha...i was like Stop the effect!
meanwhile we waited for aiman to arrived and thank god he is okay. When we wanted to sleep, there's this stupid black cat keep meowing. And everybody was jumping to the soccer bed and pray. haha.. we called mrs ding // miss soh came and take the cat away. At last i can sleep peacefully.

The fourth day...we went to SMP4 early in the morning and have a friendly netball match..
It was kinda boring but what to do..they are new.
After that we went to orphanage home and i opened my tango and chased them and ask them to take 2.
They are adorable. I gave this boy my Silverqueen and took a picture with him. hahah cute.
When back to Loola and do our flying fox to sea and sky walk. Flying fox: Miss soh was behind me and she said actually she did not want to get wet but she knows that i need encouragement thats why she go. How sweet. haha
I cried cause i was scared...so scared. Amat was whispering at my ears , he said something i cant remember. Then he ask me to sit and push myself. So i did as he say, i was shouting my throat out. haha! I did enjoy myself. After that i went to the side at chill with Kassim and the softballer. Then we proceeded to skywalk..i slowly climbing the thing and balancing myself to the middle...i did not want to jump down, then agus losen the rope and fall...so meann!! hahaha
After that try achery, sat aside with Lina and Kassim..he told us bout the coconut joke..he is a joker indeed.
That last night was the most memorable night ever. We had campfire but i was kinda boring...so i sat with Lina and do our own things..Afte rthat we decided to sit with Kassim and group, he sang so beautifully! hahah ..he got a great talent.
We shifted place as the background music was too noisy. After he finish one song, i was looking up at the sky , having a great view of the stars, then suddenly theres a shooting star! It was so fast. I immediately make a wish. Hopefully it came true(:
Kassim says that we are the closest to him and at first he thought we are arrogant but it turn out that we are friendly.
He also said that he did not wanna wake up the next day cause he dowanna to see us leave..ohh how sweet! Then the cute part is when he asked ud for permission for something! Then we let him ..hahha After a long day, we decided to turn in. Living Kassim alone.

The last day, woke up and bath.
Proceeded for breakfast saw Kassim. He past Me and Lina the picture he mention. Then he said that he going kayak. So he cnnt send us off! We were sad of course.Everybody loves him.. Then went to shopping mall..otw there me and lina cried.
We were disappointed that Kassim did not send us off. After shopping went to the ferry terminal. I wish that never happen. Hug all the female staff It was hard to leave....it was really hard.

I wish we had another 5 days to stay...and another 5 days is still not enough to me.
All of us did not want to leave. I miss every single time i had at loola and also the time i had with the staff! There are wonderful, there are like brothers and sisters to me. And now im missing the bumpy rides, the mini bus, the toilets,, the mosquito bites, i miss spraying insect repellent on my hand..hahha the foods , the dorms, my bed. AND the most i miss is the staff there, KASSIM, ROMI, AGUS ,AGUNG, KAK SITI, SUMI, FEBRUARI, NIZAM,ALDI,AJIZ, THE BUS DRIVER, THE CHEF AND EVERONE.. ohhmyy, its been three days and i still miss them a lot. GOD i wish i cud rewind back time and have another pleasant time. Please grant this god ):

5 days then im off to bintan.
not looking forward for that trip, so lazy wanna pack.

and i really miss going to kl..
especially the long bus ride.
after eating back to bus and snooze off.
plus a trip takes a few hours to reach
it makes us behave like a pig.
eat sleep eat sleep.

i cried a lot on the second day

hiking was fun but tiring.
i was impressed by my fellow classmates..
they were helping each other, rescuing each other.
i wasnt expecting that but woww..
And i feel so shy when i cried bcos i feel something crawling at
my leg when there isnt anything bcos before that 2 leech crawled at my leg
luckily sholihin plug the thing out just like that
and it bleeds..
Donnoe why i dont feel any pain. I cried bcos it was supper DISGUSTING.

then went to orphanage
i was touched by two people that i cried.
of cos i pitied all of them but the two of them makes me cry.
one indian girl was like pulling my hand and sing , at first i dont feel
comfortable then i started crying cause i was touched.
at first everybody did not know what to do
then they started warming up and everyone was
playing with the orphans. so cuteee~
3a2 do have a heart...everybody doo.

and not forgetting the hotel.. CONCORDE HOTEL its so cool
hahah..
i slept with aqilah , yah oni the two of us.
we camwhore, otp , wrestle, eat, check out the hotel, watch tv.
i miss her now. hahaha

i dowanna go home...cause im enjoying my time with fellow classmates
good food.

im now missing the long bus ride, the good fattening food, the hotel,
the jungle??? or maybe the leech-.-, i miss the orphan.
and i miss every single moments i had with 3a2

if you wanna see the pictures..go to vgi's blog(:
byebye

hello bloggers, finally exams ended well not really.
still have art and free.

so above pictures are the art prep that is super tedius and complicated.
donnoe what to do exactly.
ask many people and get all kinds of answer.
this is not it, there's still 3 more designs. haizzz!!

ohohh, and lately my family have been taking care of
little 4 old month Sofia. LOVE HER!

byebye

YO, cracking up my brains for MYE!
God, please help me. I really wanna pass.
hahaha.

lately i've been studying and revising.
especially for the subject that i hate most.
MATHS. heyhey, im loving it now.

hopefully you all pass okay??
tata.

andand im freezing cold. its raining!

heyhey...

currently in the computer lab.

just finish blogging my malay blog.

so this is the time i blog my bloggy!!

heheheh..

school have been fined ..

the 6 of us is back..hahaha

we had a good talk a few days ago and

now evrything is fine. hopefully it last.

AMIN(:

okay, i wanna play game bye..